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[nicky wire's legs]

Didn't realise he was Chinese. That seems pretty significant.

I don't know what he was. He was some kind of Asian, but I think he might have been from America judging from the way he spoke. I only really heard him speak a couple of times though.

 

[The Chameleon]

 

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theres nothing to being feeling cool about. didn't you hear? I cant go to Greece. what is even going to happen to Greece without tourism??!?!?! will it survive??!?!?

 

[nicky wire's legs]

this whole thing has just made me realize how much i love neil. I feel like we are two lovers separated during the war. except that he doesn't know that we're two lovers separated during the war which makes it that much harder. oh neil….. what are we going to do...

is the mail still working? im going to write my book and send it to him! it's going to be called 'neil'. and then when i write my second book it too will be called 'neil'. similarly the third one will also be called 'neil'. all my books will be called neil. its gonna be my writing schtick. that way when people talk about rifke stern's 'neil' no one's gonna know which book they're referring to.

 

[nicky wire's legs]

neil is so f***ing cute

 

[Peppermint]

Did she write them on bananas? I ONLY accept platitudes that have been written on bananas. Geez, what an asshole.

Shit, pep pep, this has gotten really sucky really fast. They've been talking at work about cutting hours. I ain't NEVER gonna get back to Greece or London at this point. I mean I know there are more important concerns but still.... greece and London are important too (as is being able to pay rent! *sigh*). shit I hope dreamyneil 's gonna be okay. He's a frail Lil wisp of a thing, you know. You, dreamyneil and bun bun need to take good care of yourselves!! (Not me, I've already had it. No one believes me when I tell them that though )

I can't believe this is the state of things

I know, where will we all end up, eh? Weirdly, you would think the wartime generation would cope best of all with this, but no... They don't seem to grasp that the 'keep calm and carry on' mantra that defeated Hitler is the same one that will do for you with this. My mum says, 'But your dad really enjoys going to Tesco,' and feels sure she can't catch it at the swimming pool.
Oh, dreamyneil will be okay, what with his wife and kids to look after him Anyway, being a creative, home-based type, he's in the group (much like Morrissey) that can self-isolate without too much disruption to their normal lives at all. It did make me laugh, people implying Morrissey was being brave carrying on with his London concert, when he was a good five metres away from the audience at all times and at far more risk when he went shopping at Harvey Nicks the next day. Still, got to keep supply of the baggy-arsed trousers and designer knitwear topped up, I suppose.
Are Canada not putting money in place to support people whose workplace gets shut down?

 

[Peppermint]

neil is so f***ing cute

Yeah, but kind of girly, you have to admit.

 

[nicky wire's legs]

I know, where will we all end up, eh? Weirdly, you would think the wartime generation would cope best of all with this, but no... They don't seem to grasp that the 'keep calm and carry on' mantra that defeated Hitler is the same one that will do for you with this. My mum says, 'But your dad really enjoys going to Tesco,' and feels sure she can't catch it at the swimming pool.
Oh, dreamyneil will be okay, what with his wife and kids to look after him Anyway, being a creative, home-based type, he's in the group (much like Morrissey) that can self-isolate without too much disruption to their normal lives at all. It did make me laugh, people implying Morrissey was being brave carrying on with his London concert, when he was a good five metres away from the audience at all times and at far more risk when he went shopping at Harvey Nicks the next day. Still, got to keep supply of the baggy-arsed trousers and designer knitwear topped up, I suppose.
Are Canada not putting money in place to support people whose workplace gets shut down?

well I guess they are but I wonder if my work place closes down (or cuts all of our hours) would I be entitled to compensation seeing as I just started (again)? I think in order to get unemployment you have to be working at a place for a certain amount of time. but it's not so much my survival that im worried about as the wrench this has thrown into everything. it's fine for people who like their lives and are okay with a bit of uncertainty about their next few months. but I don't like my life here. and if im going to be leading an unfulfilling life I like to at least think that I am doing it for some reason, like making money and going back to London or something! as viktor frankl said "he who has a why to live can deal with almost any how", and right now I dont have a HOW or a WHY.

Oh, dreamyneil will be okay, what with his wife and kids to look after him
haha when you said that for a minute i had forgotten about our talking about it and i was like "what?! dreamyneil has a wife and kids?!" :O I guess it does sound a little absurd hearing someone else say it

well because there was nothing to do today and because I didn't wanna hang around here talking to these sad sacks ALL DAY (i did have to spend the morning talkint to one of them and the conversation somehow veered into him alluding to childhood trauma and i thought "ah this is it. this is where he starts crying and i have to do my best to try to console him by mustering up some sort of rigid hug and intonation of "there there" and whatever else) i went and fed squirrels. my plan wasnt actually to feed squirrels but as i was sitting there enjoying my coffee some little squirrel peaked his head out of the bushes at me and i made the mistake of making eye contact and after that he started chasing after me, and of course i had nothing to give him. and boy was he fat, like a miniature little komodo dragon, but he was cute enough to be persuasive because i found myself walking to the store to buy peanuts and walking back to look for the fat little bugger and throwing peanuts at whatever little squirrel i could find hoping that it was him.

now im back in the hostel and all four of us are here, and the czech guy keeps saying f***ing this f***ing that as in "i cant believe i didnt even see a f***ing bear when i was here", and im wishing they would leave so that i could eat the cheesecake i bought and open a window.

 

[nicky wire's legs]

Yeah, but kind of girly, you have to admit.

so you admit that he's cute?!?!??!! elaborate! let's talk about neils cuteness!
OF COURSE he's Girly! I love it! I love it I love it I love it! I love how he's always sitting prettily in his pre-Raphaelite affliction. girly men are the BEST kind. i don't like manly men, big burly clods with chest hair who smell of sweat and testosterone and have rocks for brains (like those three gross guys in the picture posted above--oppositeofneil's).

the boys I mean can talk all night
and even then they still don't care
they pose and posture preen and pout
they always have such pretty hair
-Julia Goldberg

 

[bhops]

so you admit that he's cute?!?!??!! elaborate! let's talk about neils cuteness!
OF COURSE he's Girly! I love it! I love it I love it I love it! I love how he's always sitting prettily in his pre-Raphaelite affliction. girly men are the BEST kind. i don't like manly men, big burly clods with chest hair who smell of sweat and testosterone and have rocks for brains (like those three gross guys in the picture posted above--oppositeofneil's).

the boys I mean can talk all night
and even then they still don't care
they pose and posture preen and pout
they always have such pretty hair
-Julia Goldberg

I really get the feeling that you are not...............ahem....................Neil's 'type.'

 

[nicky wire's legs]

I really get the feeling that you are not...............ahem....................Neil's 'type.'

why, bhops?! whyyyyyyy?!?!?!

what is his type?!?!?!

im his type! we're both sagitarriuses! we both wear our hair in our faces! we're both spectacularly literate! we both like demy films!!

who's more his type than me?!?!

 

[bhops]

why, bhops?! whyyyyyyy?!?!?!

what is his type?!?!?!

im his type! we're both sagitarriuses! we both wear our hair in our faces! we're both spectacularly literate! we both like demy films!!

who's more his type than me?!?!

Do you have a penis?

 

[The Chameleon]

Where are @evennow and @!Viva Hate! anyway? I was getting really annoyed by Viva Hate but now I miss her.

 

[nicky wire's legs]

Do you have a penis?

what makes you think he's gay? he lives with a woman. see?

Neil John Codling - London NW10 - full address - 192.com

We have a record for a Neil John Codling living at an address in London NW10. The record includes the full address, along with information about the source of the data that will show whether the address is likely to be current. 192.com has records on millions of UK people and addresses.

www.192.com

the internet knows!

just because he's a beauty and a total gentleman setting the bar much too high for most ordinary straight men doesn't mean he's gay.

 

[bhops]

what makes you think he's gay? he lives with a woman. see?

Neil John Codling - London NW10 - full address - 192.com

We have a record for a Neil John Codling living at an address in London NW10. The record includes the full address, along with information about the source of the data that will show whether the address is likely to be current. 192.com has records on millions of UK people and addresses.

www.192.com

the internet knows!

just because he's a beauty and a total gentleman setting the bar much too high for most ordinary straight men doesn't mean he's gay.

Haha, must be a friend.

 

[nicky wire's legs]

Haha, must be a friend.

I wish. but no, they're pretty serious. those in the know know.

 

[bhops]

I wish. but no, they're pretty serious. those in the know know.

No.

 

[nicky wire's legs]

No.

why?

 

[bhops]

why?

Because it upsets you

 

[nicky wire's legs]

Because it upsets you

nawe. I don't think for one second you have any special insight into dreamyneils life.