Mick Rourke&Laura told me about porn things I never knew about before they told me!! it is upsetting

[Andy Ison]

'Mick Rourke' who is NOT Andy Rourke!! played a trick on me pretending to be Andy Rourke. He used to e-mail me nearly everyday and I gave him all my details. He told me it is sexy to hit me on my bear arse with a belt and things like that. I wanted to please him because I thought he was Andy Rourke! but he wasn't! I thought if it is sexy it must be right! and weeing in my mouth or in his mouth is sexy he said! he said it was "golden showers" I had never heard that before at first I thought he ment a shower that was gold-plated or something! it sounded good but I thought weeing sounded yuck! he got upset when I said I don't know about them so I lied and pretended I did. He told me I was a "dirty diva"? it sounded strange I had never heard that before. There was a lot of other stuff he said too and Laura was in on it making it seem much more believable.
I am a virgin and have never even kissed a man yet on the mouth so this was all new to me!! I thought that is what you do in normal relationships and it would please Andy Rourke! but someone told me later people in loving relationships don't wee on each other.
I just thought just cooking Andy Rourke food would please him. It wasn't even Andy Rourke!!!! it was some one pretending to be him as I said before. I wanted to make it clear it was an IMPOSTER of Andy Rourke!!!!
I have now had some VERY nasty messages posted to me on chat! they were some of the most nasty things anyone has ever said to me!!!! this is not an exadraration. But these posts were not at all sexual.
These posts were very upsetting in a different way and were threatening to me!! they told me not to tell anyone!! but I was in floods of tears and went and cryed on my bed. I felt like ending it all!! I had to tell someone. I live on my own I don't have anyone to talk to!! I get depressed anyway. I don't want to go into what they said. I don't want the people to get me because I told on them!!
Why do people seem to hate me so much???
I wanted to be sexy like what Heather Street is. I know I am not sexy like her! I tried to do my hair like her and even had a spray on tan done at one time which I washed off in the end. Heather is so good-looking and clever and quick! she is a model! I get uncomfortable about sexy things I find it thretening and I don't have enough confidence about the way I look and my personality and stuff!! I don't think I am interesting or inteligent enough!! I am not a tart or a slag or nothing how can I be if I am a virgin and have never kissed a man on the lips? and I am not into porn and I can't dance I find it unconfortable people looking at me!! I always cover up, I don't wear very reveling clothes I am not very into clothes and make-up and nails like a lot of women are some people find that strange!! To be honest I have never felt that feminine!!! The fact I go after a man is not very feminine in itself I suppose men are ment to go after women or something I just don't have a clue!! I am very shy. I just want to please Andy Rourke so much!!! he is my ideal man!! I look up to him so much and I love him!!! It may not seem like I respect Andy Rourke but I do respect him so much!!!
(A lot of men find they want to be physically agressive towards me totally unprovoked. Andy Rourke is NOT one of those men he is never ever agressive towards me he is always very sweet!!! and I never understand that because I try not to be agressive but sometimes it all builds up inside and I do shout sometimes after the millionth knock back or set back.)

 

[Bertie]

Andy, you need to be protected from sickos that will prey upon you.

You are vulnerable and innocent. These pervs in chat sense this weakness and are taking advantage of you. Either that, or they are just getting their kicks by messing with your head.

Most men and women in loving relationships, treat eachother with respect. This means never asking the other to do ANYTHING that he or she is not comfortable with. Of course there are people who enjoy humiliating others. But most do not.

I suggest that you talk to your mother, sister, or health care provider about these things.

 

[Andy Ison]

Re: This was a long post but it was a post I badly needed to make! I hope Andy Rourke understands me

'Mick Rourke' who is NOT Andy Rourke!! played a trick on me pretending to
> be Andy Rourke. He used to e-mail me nearly everyday and I gave him all my
> details. He told me it is sexy to hit me on my bear arse with a belt and
> things like that. I wanted to please him because I thought he was Andy
> Rourke! but he wasn't! I thought if it is sexy it must be right! and
> weeing in my mouth or in his mouth is sexy he said! he said it was
> "golden showers" I had never heard that before at first I
> thought he ment a shower that was gold-plated or something! it sounded
> good but I thought weeing sounded yuck! he got upset when I said I don't
> know about them so I lied and pretended I did. He told me I was a
> "dirty diva"? it sounded strange I had never heard that before.
> There was a lot of other stuff he said too and Laura was in on it making
> it seem much more believable.
> I am a virgin and have never even kissed a man yet on the mouth so this
> was all new to me!! I thought that is what you do in normal relationships
> and it would please Andy Rourke! but someone told me later people in
> loving relationships don't wee on each other.
> I just thought just cooking Andy Rourke food would please him. It wasn't
> even Andy Rourke!!!! it was some one pretending to be him as I said
> before. I wanted to make it clear it was an IMPOSTER of Andy Rourke!!!!
> I have now had some VERY nasty messages posted to me on chat! they were
> some of the most nasty things anyone has ever said to me!!!! this is not
> an exadraration. But these posts were not at all sexual.
> These posts were very upsetting in a different way and were threatening to
> me!! they told me not to tell anyone!! but I was in floods of tears and
> went and cryed on my bed. I felt like ending it all!! I had to tell
> someone. I live on my own I don't have anyone to talk to!! I get depressed
> anyway. I don't want to go into what they said. I don't want the people to
> get me because I told on them!!
> Why do people seem to hate me so much???
> I wanted to be sexy like what Heather Street is. I know I am not sexy like
> her! I tried to do my hair like her and even had a spray on tan done at
> one time which I washed off in the end. Heather is so good-looking and
> clever and quick! she is a model! I get uncomfortable about sexy things I
> find it thretening and I don't have enough confidence about the way I look
> and my personality and stuff!! I don't think I am interesting or
> inteligent enough!! I am not a tart or a slag or nothing how can I be if I
> am a virgin and have never kissed a man on the lips? and I am not into
> porn and I can't dance I find it unconfortable people looking at me!! I
> always cover up, I don't wear very reveling clothes I am not very into
> clothes and make-up and nails like a lot of women are some people find
> that strange!! To be honest I have never felt that feminine!!! The fact I
> go after a man is not very feminine in itself I suppose men are ment to go
> after women or something I just don't have a clue!! I am very shy. I just
> want to please Andy Rourke so much!!! he is my ideal man!! I look up to
> him so much and I love him!!! It may not seem like I respect Andy Rourke
> but I do respect him so much!!!
> (A lot of men find they want to be physically agressive towards me totally
> unprovoked. Andy Rourke is NOT one of those men he is never ever agressive
> towards me he is always very sweet!!! and I never understand that because
I try not to be agressive but sometimes it all builds up inside and I do
shout sometimes after the millionth knock back or set back.)====
I HOPED BY WRITTING THIS ANDY ROURKE AND PEOPLE ON HERE WOULD UNDERSTAND ME BETTER.

 

[In the dark]

Re: This was a long post but it was a post I badly needed to make! I hope Andy Rourke understands me

I thought this was a put on for the first paragraph or so and then realized it might be serious. Andy, you shouldn't give anyone your details. Andy Rourke is not going to contact you through a Morrissey message board. The odds are that he won't contact you at all and that is sad for you, but you should accept it. You need to talk to a professional counselor about this obsession. They can help you.

 

[In Pearl Jam We Trust]

Re: Mick Rourke&Laura told me about porn things I never knew about before they told me!! it is upset

> 'Mick Rourke' who is NOT Andy Rourke!! played a trick on me pretending to
> be Andy Rourke. He used to e-mail me nearly everyday and I gave him all my
> details. He told me it is sexy to hit me on my bear arse with a belt and
> things like that. I wanted to please him because I thought he was Andy
> Rourke! but he wasn't! I thought if it is sexy it must be right! and
> weeing in my mouth or in his mouth is sexy he said! he said it was
> "golden showers" I had never heard that before at first I
> thought he ment a shower that was gold-plated or something! it sounded
> good but I thought weeing sounded yuck! he got upset when I said I don't
> know about them so I lied and pretended I did. He told me I was a
> "dirty diva"? it sounded strange I had never heard that before.
> There was a lot of other stuff he said too and Laura was in on it making
> it seem much more believable.
> I am a virgin and have never even kissed a man yet on the mouth so this
> was all new to me!! I thought that is what you do in normal relationships
> and it would please Andy Rourke! but someone told me later people in
> loving relationships don't wee on each other.
> I just thought just cooking Andy Rourke food would please him. It wasn't
> even Andy Rourke!!!! it was some one pretending to be him as I said
> before. I wanted to make it clear it was an IMPOSTER of Andy Rourke!!!!
> I have now had some VERY nasty messages posted to me on chat! they were
> some of the most nasty things anyone has ever said to me!!!! this is not
> an exadraration. But these posts were not at all sexual.
> These posts were very upsetting in a different way and were threatening to
> me!! they told me not to tell anyone!! but I was in floods of tears and
> went and cryed on my bed. I felt like ending it all!! I had to tell
> someone. I live on my own I don't have anyone to talk to!! I get depressed
> anyway. I don't want to go into what they said. I don't want the people to
> get me because I told on them!!
> Why do people seem to hate me so much???
> I wanted to be sexy like what Heather Street is. I know I am not sexy like
> her! I tried to do my hair like her and even had a spray on tan done at
> one time which I washed off in the end. Heather is so good-looking and
> clever and quick! she is a model! I get uncomfortable about sexy things I
> find it thretening and I don't have enough confidence about the way I look
> and my personality and stuff!! I don't think I am interesting or
> inteligent enough!! I am not a tart or a slag or nothing how can I be if I
> am a virgin and have never kissed a man on the lips? and I am not into
> porn and I can't dance I find it unconfortable people looking at me!! I
> always cover up, I don't wear very reveling clothes I am not very into
> clothes and make-up and nails like a lot of women are some people find
> that strange!! To be honest I have never felt that feminine!!! The fact I
> go after a man is not very feminine in itself I suppose men are ment to go
> after women or something I just don't have a clue!! I am very shy. I just
> want to please Andy Rourke so much!!! he is my ideal man!! I look up to
> him so much and I love him!!! It may not seem like I respect Andy Rourke
> but I do respect him so much!!!
> (A lot of men find they want to be physically agressive towards me totally
> unprovoked. Andy Rourke is NOT one of those men he is never ever agressive
> towards me he is always very sweet!!! and I never understand that because
> I try not to be agressive but sometimes it all builds up inside and I do
> shout sometimes after the millionth knock back or set back.)
Why Andy Rourke would be lucky to have you as a girlfriend.
He could be married to my wife. She has weekly manicures and spends her entire paycheck on clothes. She did cry on the bed when I told her I wasn't paying for her PhD.

 

[Bertie]

That is some excellent advice JP.

> I thought this was a put on for the first paragraph or so and then
> realized it might be serious. Andy, you shouldn't give anyone your
> details. Andy Rourke is not going to contact you through a Morrissey
> message board. The odds are that he won't contact you at all and that is
> sad for you, but you should accept it. You need to talk to a professional
> counselor about this obsession. They can help you.

That is some excellent advice JP.

 

[jp]

that wasn't me Bertie.

 

[honeyinmytea]

Re: This was a long post but it was a post I badly needed to make! I hope Andy Rourke understands me

> I HOPED BY WRITTING THIS ANDY ROURKE AND PEOPLE ON HERE WOULD UNDERSTAND
> ME BETTER.

Nobody here wants to hear about your fantasy. We know too much already.

"searching for 'ignore' button"

 

[Bertie]

Oh gosh I see that now... where are my bifocals when I need them, haha?!

 

[In the dark]

Re: Oh gosh I see that now... where are my bifocals when I need them, haha?!

I was using my 'anonymizer'. *twilight zone music*

 

[lg]

Re: Mick Rourke&Laura told me about porn things I never knew about before they told me!! it is upset

If it isn't nother joke, I think both of this posters who are harsassing you are sick.
And let it be known, in case someone thinks otherwise, my name is Laura but I'm not the Laura you keep mentioning. I don't even live in Europe.

> 'Mick Rourke' who is NOT Andy Rourke!! played a trick on me pretending to
> be Andy Rourke. He used to e-mail me nearly everyday and I gave him all my
> details. He told me it is sexy to hit me on my bear arse with a belt and
> things like that. I wanted to please him because I thought he was Andy
> Rourke! but he wasn't! I thought if it is sexy it must be right! and
> weeing in my mouth or in his mouth is sexy he said! he said it was
> "golden showers" I had never heard that before at first I
> thought he ment a shower that was gold-plated or something! it sounded
> good but I thought weeing sounded yuck! he got upset when I said I don't
> know about them so I lied and pretended I did. He told me I was a
> "dirty diva"? it sounded strange I had never heard that before.
> There was a lot of other stuff he said too and Laura was in on it making
> it seem much more believable.
> I am a virgin and have never even kissed a man yet on the mouth so this
> was all new to me!! I thought that is what you do in normal relationships
> and it would please Andy Rourke! but someone told me later people in
> loving relationships don't wee on each other.
> I just thought just cooking Andy Rourke food would please him. It wasn't
> even Andy Rourke!!!! it was some one pretending to be him as I said
> before. I wanted to make it clear it was an IMPOSTER of Andy Rourke!!!!
> I have now had some VERY nasty messages posted to me on chat! they were
> some of the most nasty things anyone has ever said to me!!!! this is not
> an exadraration. But these posts were not at all sexual.
> These posts were very upsetting in a different way and were threatening to
> me!! they told me not to tell anyone!! but I was in floods of tears and
> went and cryed on my bed. I felt like ending it all!! I had to tell
> someone. I live on my own I don't have anyone to talk to!! I get depressed
> anyway. I don't want to go into what they said. I don't want the people to
> get me because I told on them!!
> Why do people seem to hate me so much???
> I wanted to be sexy like what Heather Street is. I know I am not sexy like
> her! I tried to do my hair like her and even had a spray on tan done at
> one time which I washed off in the end. Heather is so good-looking and
> clever and quick! she is a model! I get uncomfortable about sexy things I
> find it thretening and I don't have enough confidence about the way I look
> and my personality and stuff!! I don't think I am interesting or
> inteligent enough!! I am not a tart or a slag or nothing how can I be if I
> am a virgin and have never kissed a man on the lips? and I am not into
> porn and I can't dance I find it unconfortable people looking at me!! I
> always cover up, I don't wear very reveling clothes I am not very into
> clothes and make-up and nails like a lot of women are some people find
> that strange!! To be honest I have never felt that feminine!!! The fact I
> go after a man is not very feminine in itself I suppose men are ment to go
> after women or something I just don't have a clue!! I am very shy. I just
> want to please Andy Rourke so much!!! he is my ideal man!! I look up to
> him so much and I love him!!! It may not seem like I respect Andy Rourke
> but I do respect him so much!!!
> (A lot of men find they want to be physically agressive towards me totally
> unprovoked. Andy Rourke is NOT one of those men he is never ever agressive
> towards me he is always very sweet!!! and I never understand that because
> I try not to be agressive but sometimes it all builds up inside and I do
> shout sometimes after the millionth knock back or set back.)

 

[Mick Rourke]

Re: Mick Rourke&Laura told me about porn things I never knew about before they told me!! it is upset

Andy

It's your own fault. I teached you a lesson. NEVER NEVER trust anyone unless you know 100% thats it's them. You are just a fool. Lucky for you I will do nothing with the personal information. Forget it now and move on and leave poor Laura alone. Lets not forget the hassling Voice msgs on her phone you wierdo. I'm aploigise for causing any distress but you need to get a thicker skin.

> 'Mick Rourke' who is NOT Andy Rourke!! played a trick on me pretending to
> be Andy Rourke. He used to e-mail me nearly everyday and I gave him all my
> details. He told me it is sexy to hit me on my bear arse with a belt and
> things like that. I wanted to please him because I thought he was Andy
> Rourke! but he wasn't! I thought if it is sexy it must be right! and
> weeing in my mouth or in his mouth is sexy he said! he said it was
> "golden showers" I had never heard that before at first I
> thought he ment a shower that was gold-plated or something! it sounded
> good but I thought weeing sounded yuck! he got upset when I said I don't
> know about them so I lied and pretended I did. He told me I was a
> "dirty diva"? it sounded strange I had never heard that before.
> There was a lot of other stuff he said too and Laura was in on it making
> it seem much more believable.
> I am a virgin and have never even kissed a man yet on the mouth so this
> was all new to me!! I thought that is what you do in normal relationships
> and it would please Andy Rourke! but someone told me later people in
> loving relationships don't wee on each other.
> I just thought just cooking Andy Rourke food would please him. It wasn't
> even Andy Rourke!!!! it was some one pretending to be him as I said
> before. I wanted to make it clear it was an IMPOSTER of Andy Rourke!!!!
> I have now had some VERY nasty messages posted to me on chat! they were
> some of the most nasty things anyone has ever said to me!!!! this is not
> an exadraration. But these posts were not at all sexual.
> These posts were very upsetting in a different way and were threatening to
> me!! they told me not to tell anyone!! but I was in floods of tears and
> went and cryed on my bed. I felt like ending it all!! I had to tell
> someone. I live on my own I don't have anyone to talk to!! I get depressed
> anyway. I don't want to go into what they said. I don't want the people to
> get me because I told on them!!
> Why do people seem to hate me so much???
> I wanted to be sexy like what Heather Street is. I know I am not sexy like
> her! I tried to do my hair like her and even had a spray on tan done at
> one time which I washed off in the end. Heather is so good-looking and
> clever and quick! she is a model! I get uncomfortable about sexy things I
> find it thretening and I don't have enough confidence about the way I look
> and my personality and stuff!! I don't think I am interesting or
> inteligent enough!! I am not a tart or a slag or nothing how can I be if I
> am a virgin and have never kissed a man on the lips? and I am not into
> porn and I can't dance I find it unconfortable people looking at me!! I
> always cover up, I don't wear very reveling clothes I am not very into
> clothes and make-up and nails like a lot of women are some people find
> that strange!! To be honest I have never felt that feminine!!! The fact I
> go after a man is not very feminine in itself I suppose men are ment to go
> after women or something I just don't have a clue!! I am very shy. I just
> want to please Andy Rourke so much!!! he is my ideal man!! I look up to
> him so much and I love him!!! It may not seem like I respect Andy Rourke
> but I do respect him so much!!!
> (A lot of men find they want to be physically agressive towards me totally
> unprovoked. Andy Rourke is NOT one of those men he is never ever agressive
> towards me he is always very sweet!!! and I never understand that because
> I try not to be agressive but sometimes it all builds up inside and I do
> shout sometimes after the millionth knock back or set back.)

 

[Johnny]

Re: Mick Rourke&Laura told me about porn things I never knew about before they told me!! it is upset

> 'Mick Rourke' who is NOT Andy Rourke!! played a trick on me pretending to
> be Andy Rourke. He used to e-mail me nearly everyday and I gave him all my
> details. He told me it is sexy to hit me on my bear arse with a belt and
> things like that. I wanted to please him because I thought he was Andy
> Rourke! but he wasn't! I thought if it is sexy it must be right! and
> weeing in my mouth or in his mouth is sexy he said! he said it was
> "golden showers" I had never heard that before at first I
> thought he ment a shower that was gold-plated or something! it sounded
> good but I thought weeing sounded yuck! he got upset when I said I don't
> know about them so I lied and pretended I did. He told me I was a
> "dirty diva"? it sounded strange I had never heard that before.
> There was a lot of other stuff he said too and Laura was in on it making
> it seem much more believable.
> I am a virgin and have never even kissed a man yet on the mouth so this
> was all new to me!! I thought that is what you do in normal relationships
> and it would please Andy Rourke! but someone told me later people in
> loving relationships don't wee on each other.
> I just thought just cooking Andy Rourke food would please him. It wasn't
> even Andy Rourke!!!! it was some one pretending to be him as I said
> before. I wanted to make it clear it was an IMPOSTER of Andy Rourke!!!!
> I have now had some VERY nasty messages posted to me on chat! they were
> some of the most nasty things anyone has ever said to me!!!! this is not
> an exadraration. But these posts were not at all sexual.
> These posts were very upsetting in a different way and were threatening to
> me!! they told me not to tell anyone!! but I was in floods of tears and
> went and cryed on my bed. I felt like ending it all!! I had to tell
> someone. I live on my own I don't have anyone to talk to!! I get depressed
> anyway. I don't want to go into what they said. I don't want the people to
> get me because I told on them!!
> Why do people seem to hate me so much???
> I wanted to be sexy like what Heather Street is. I know I am not sexy like
> her! I tried to do my hair like her and even had a spray on tan done at
> one time which I washed off in the end. Heather is so good-looking and
> clever and quick! she is a model! I get uncomfortable about sexy things I
> find it thretening and I don't have enough confidence about the way I look
> and my personality and stuff!! I don't think I am interesting or
> inteligent enough!! I am not a tart or a slag or nothing how can I be if I
> am a virgin and have never kissed a man on the lips? and I am not into
> porn and I can't dance I find it unconfortable people looking at me!! I
> always cover up, I don't wear very reveling clothes I am not very into
> clothes and make-up and nails like a lot of women are some people find
> that strange!! To be honest I have never felt that feminine!!! The fact I
> go after a man is not very feminine in itself I suppose men are ment to go
> after women or something I just don't have a clue!! I am very shy. I just
> want to please Andy Rourke so much!!! he is my ideal man!! I look up to
> him so much and I love him!!! It may not seem like I respect Andy Rourke
> but I do respect him so much!!!
> (A lot of men find they want to be physically agressive towards me totally
> unprovoked. Andy Rourke is NOT one of those men he is never ever agressive
> towards me he is always very sweet!!! and I never understand that because
> I try not to be agressive but sometimes it all builds up inside and I do
> shout sometimes after the millionth knock back or set back.)

Sorry to hear about your experince Andy.I don't know why you go onto the chat forum as over the years it has caused you nothing but pain.

Drop me an e mail if you need to chat.I'm erm.."working" from home this week

Johnny x