Thanks for trying to help people, the last message in particular cheered me up, I mean the thought of me asking someone out is hilarious, I've never done so before mainly because it's so obvious that I would pass out and have to be picked up of the floor.
> I don't drink either, so I've had some experiences similar to yours....
> Different kinds of depression call for diffent music. For some of the most
> desolate kinds, I use Joy Division as a scouring pad. It's cathartic. For
> milder forms, Smiths or the Cure can provide comfort. Nirvana works well
> for angry depression. But music sometimes isn't enough. When I feel
> stifled, sometimes only by radically changing my behavior can I get out of
> the funk. Do something you wouldn't normally do or don't feel like doing.
> Go out and talk to people. Ask a girl (or boy) out. Dress funny in public.
> Say bizarre things and watch people's reactions. Jump in the fountain.
> Lose some inhibitions. Sometimes that can change my entire outlook on
> things.
> More prosaic things can be helpful, too. Write something
> (poem/story/song/letter). Clean your room while listening to whatever
> music you're in the mood for. Do something athletic, even just running.
> You could deal directly with whatever precipitated your depression, if you
> know what it is.
> You can try to improve your closeness to your family, which can be a great
> support, by telling them about how you feel and seeing if it develops into
> a meaningful conversation. Talk/go out with friends who seem to appreciate
> you and indulge in a bit of introspection with them.
> Those are the things that have worked for me at diverse and sundry times.
> I don't know how severe your feelings are, but if you think about suicide,
> go see a professional. It can't hurt. In the US (don't know where you're
> from) a lot of counties have free mental health services.