> i know a girl like that and she broke my heart... no, it`s not
> you suzanne
I WILL ALWAYS BE ALONE BECAUSE I'M TOO SENSITIVE, NO MATTER IF SOMEONE IS BESIDE ME, I JUST FEEL SAD AND DEPRESSED. 'GOODBYE'S' SCARE ME A LOT. I KNOW SOONER OR LATER HE'S GOING TO LEAVE ME, AND I KNOW I WILL SUFFER LIKE A TRASH. I FEEL LOTS OF FEELINGS INSIDE ME, FIGHHTING, HURTING ME,. WHY GOD PUT THIS FEELINGS IN MY SOUL? WHY? I;M NEVER OK, ENOUGH IS NEVER ENOUGH, AND I DESTROY MY RELATIONSHIPS SO EASY
I CAN'T SLEEP, I;'M TOO NERVOUS, I CAN;T STOP TO SUFFER, I CAN;T PUT MY HEAD ON THE PILLOW AND STOP. I HAVE A JOB, BUT NO LIFE, I HAVE FRIENDS, BUT NO LIFE, I HAVE EVERYTHING BUT NO LIFE, AND WILL NEVER HAVE, BECAUSE I FEEL I DON';T BELONG THIS WORLD, AND NO ONE CAN HELP ME
NOW IT;S CLEAR FOR ME THAT I;M COMPLETELY ALONE, NO MATTER IF A LOVER IS BESIDE ME, I AM ALONE. THE EMPTYNESS WILL FOLLOW ME WHEREVER I GO